The Accordian dude

I love this guy. He hasn't missed a night yet. (this is the musician I mentioned in an earlier post). I probably enjoy his music so much since I too play the accordian...or I used to...or I did once. I joined a three-piece ensemble for a traditional rendition of "O Tanenbaum" aka "O Christmas Tree" at a staff Christmas party a few years ago. I've performed in many ways and in many arenas, but none were as terrifying as playing that accordian. Perhaps it was because I knew that I had to maintain perfect concentration to continue playing. The right hand, the left hand, moving it all back and forth - it required coordination beyond my ability. My hands trembled throughout the first verse, but I made it through. Then, it all fell apart. My confidence had risen and I let my mind wander towards the audience. "I wonder how they're enjoying this?" I thought. Playing and thinking were too much. A few wrong notes and I was done. I couldn't get back on track and the ensemble finished as a duet.